Yep, Just passed my 30th year in this world (or this life, or this incarnation.. take your pick).

Got all the "happy birthday" greetings, and the "so you're changing the prefix.." remarks.. (don't really care for those)

Had a party, got some gifts. Seen how people care about me (or not).

Got through the all "wow, you're 30?!" and "you look so much younger" bits. (good to know by the way. makes for a much prettier corpse.. :P)

And still, It makes no big difference in my life. It doesn't feel like it does..

Well, I'm late for work, And would LOVE your comments!

In accordance with the prophecy!

I always think about getting a car, and then I think of why not. Mainly money issues, and headaches.

But.. now that I have dating interests in another city, it becomes more of an issue.

Now, as the car who's photo you see above is not available to me (unless of course, I mortgage my soul, sell a kidney, or get into the drug business) - I'd probably need to settle for a piece of crap. Or maybe a notch above crap.

Thing is, I don't want to be owned BY a car (insurance, frequent visits to the mechanic, fueling and so on) - and buying a crappy car will do that to a person.

So, anyone wants to buy a kidney? It's in pretty good shape... ;)

Seems like love takes me to strange places. or at least the search for it.

I started dating again, after a non-dating period of some length. I really like this girl. Thing is, I keep overthinking.. does she like me? is it something serious? Am I being a good date? maybe I'm too pushy?

As this has only just began, I shouldn't really be thinking all that. I should relax and enjoy the moment. And she does help me relax, but It's difficult.

When I'm troubled, my stomach acts up, and let me tell you, it's having a field day the last few days. Feels like it's indecided whether it wants no food or more food, just so it'd scramble it up and make me feel I want to throw up. Call it the jitters. I know I shouldn't get so worried. but I do.

And don't tell me that's all what being in-love is about. It's too early to tell true feelings. This is not a love-at-first-sight affair. more like "let's meet, and see what happens" affair :)

For a guy like me who's a great beliver in love in first sight, going out on dates with a girl I met online, is a leap of faith. First time I see her, is first time I meet her. And giving a chance for love to develop, well, It's no picnic. maybe I'm just a guy who wants it all here and now. black and white, neat and clean. :) well, at my age I should know better.. :P

Basically, it teaches you how to excercise using your furniture, walls, kitchen appliances, and the neighbour's dog. (well, maybe not kitchen appliances)

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Please remember: these excercises were created by trained proffessionals (who broke several bones getting to their high expertise) - you SHOULD try them at home. at your own risk of course.

Aside of that, I am cheerful, or trying to fake cheer (which I am so good at.. Not) in a believable looking way.

In accordance with the prophecy!