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Truth and why broken trust is so hard to repair
01.10.08 (7:20 am)   [edit]
Truth
What do you do when you're telling the truth, but after losing the trust of someone you love, they feel like you're lying?
How can you get them to see that you would no longer lie to them at any cost?
I stand behind my truth, she decides my responses to her questions are fishy, and none of us would badge.
I wouldn't admit to something I'm not guilty of, and she wouldn't believe me after all that happened and how she feels.
So it's a stale-mate. And I hate it terribly!
It makes my insides curdle, my mind blurry, and my heart feel like a rock inside me. Her disbelief hurts me just like my past lies hurt her.
I admit to being wrong in the past. And we both put that behind us. But now we're about to take a big step forward in our relationship. And trust is crucial at this point. Yet she cannot get herself to trust me. I understand why, I didnt give her many reasons to in the past. But now all I want is her love and trust. All I want is for her to see me as the man in her life, the one she can rely on, the one that will be there for her and won't let go when she needs him the most.
There are no lies any more. I said I'll tell the truth, and that's what I do.
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I'm giving Moola a try :)
01.04.08 (2:29 am)   [edit]
Found this gaming site that lets you have a try in online games and the possibility to make money out of it.
I don't have to spend a dime. only time and some browsing and gaming skills.
So I'm trying it out :)
 I'll let you know how it went for me, in the mean time, give it a try if you'd like.
 You'll be helping me in the process and who knows, maybe you'll make some money too!
Good Luck everyone!
By the way, there's a permanent link on the links list too.
Moola
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