Throughout the years, I've been told about the big potential I hold, and that I never actually fulfill. I came to think of myself as simply lazy, or just not cut out for studying and assimilating information the traditional way.Today I am more inclined to think that I have some kind of learning disability / disabilities. I never actually had it diagnosed, but I fit most if not all of the usual symptoms.

When I complain, even to myself about it, I feel a bit ashamed. After all, I'm mostly healthy, I got a nice job, I'm able to provide for myself and more, I got my own (or almost my own) apartment, a car.. that's a lot and I should and am appreciative of it.

I think it's the bane of human existence - we always want more. More money, more belongings, more vacation time, more of everything. We are never really feel satisfied, and that's the driving force that moves human kind forward.