Do you know what it's like to make the hard choices in life?

 

Everyone gets to have some of those..

Usually they're thrusted into your lap if you want it or not. But sometimes you come to a crossroad and make a concsious decision one way or another.

 

I usually refrain from making these kind of decisions. It's too much of a hassle. I like leaving things as they are. not making too many waves. not rocking my boat. letting sleeping dogs lie. running out of metaphores..

 

For me, it's a build up of events that usually leads me to the point of change. I guess I need an external push in order to get myself out of my nice cosy paddle of mud, and take a couple of steps. (in any direction)

 

This time it's work related. I feel a change comming. and It'll happen whether I want it or not. It's my subconscious that drives this change. So I do things which I recognize later as deeds that further that cause. Thing is, once this life changing act is done, my subconscious (the bastard) leaves me alone to deal with the consequences.. Not very nice..

So, Since I do feel the change comming (no, I'm not turning into a wolf. thanks for asking), all I can do is try and act against my lazy nature and prepare so I won't be left standing empty handed once the "storm" is over.